Redeeming Love

Posted: 08/05/2008 at 08:15PM |

 It is a wonderful,sad,and inspiring book by Franceen Rivers!!!! I could have screamed and cryed my whole way through the book but in the end it had a good ending... though i wish she would have kept writingon about their lives.but all good things wiil come to an end(at least on earth). For all those who don't know, Redeeming Love is a more detailed version of the story of Hosa and Gomer(don't know if thats how you spell her name).I loved the book it was good so well writen (all an understatment)she (Rivers)can make you love some characters and GREATLY dislike others! To se what God has done for us told in a human exspearence this would be a book to read!!!!

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A Fair Veiw Of Nothing But Sorrow

Posted: 07/18/2008 at 09:50PM |

 Ok i have to say that the title doesn't entirly fit but i am very sad!!!! I have agreed to "go out" with a guy i have liked for a very long time,but the problem is... that I have changed my mind and i have only eyes for God and what He wants me to do!!! that is good in a way but now what am i to do?? i still like him but i can't stand the thought of loving any one other than God!!! This i must say is a very fair veiw of sorrow!!!! but still i havn't had a chance to tell him(the boy)that, and i am afraid i'll break both our hearts!!!! and that would be more than i could bare for his is a good guy but somthing doesn't feel right!!!! I don't know what to do i'm afraid of doing somthing wrong and loseing his friendship(also unbearable). I love God and He's the only one i could ever want and His love has filled my soul now what am i to do with a rebelious heart that wants to go it's oun way and I know that it's aiming for heartach and brokeness.!!!! I will tell him when we talk and i'll try to explain though it may be the death of me, but life must go on and GOd will work through the pain to bring somthing wonderful to life through thre ashes.

 What does one do when one knows that a friendship is at stake and hearts could be broken...??? Does one sit back and whatch or does one step in?? I hope he(the boy) understands(that God has stolen my heart forever and i never want it back) and God gives the right words to say!!!! How can one feel so broken...lost and confused when one is so afraid of hurting a lover,friend,and even enemy??? Should one feel in so much agony to love and then give up on it(love)??? Other than on the one love that will never leave... help!!! PlEASE GOD I NEED YOU!!!!!

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The Sacred Romance

Posted: 07/12/2008 at 08:23PM |

 This book is wonderful ... it has such a way of explaining the emotion that i think so many share but so few speak of ! The feeling of longing i described in my last blog is what is what this book explains. The feeling of longing that we get because we need a closer relationship with God! God (i know had a hand in this)helped me find a book my mother had been reading called The Sacred Romance.
This book is some what a devotional book but it is such a releif to hear that so many feel lost in the feeling that they are called for so much more but are unsure about how to go about finding it. This book is omething that can revive a young spirit inside a weary soul for the very fact that it explains the yerning and longing for somthing deeper.
If your soul feels dry, your heart tired,but you are to afraid to rest and answer the deep calling inside your heart, read this book!! It will help you not dispear and take heart again to answer the soft vioce of God calling you back ,closer to Him.
This was what i finaly found the to answer a cry i was most desperatly trying to escape but all i really needed was to answer it cause God was calling me to become what he has created me to be!!!

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somthing against it

Posted: 07/11/2008 at 02:09PM |

I'm wondering if this entire world has somthing against in-depth friendships!!!! does every one in this world have to hold their friends,family at arms length??? I'm not really one to talk because i know i do... but i realy want to know that there is a reason that i'm searching for somthing i can't find. Is it because it simply doesn't exsist in this world now days or is it that i foud what i was looking for ,but it turned out not to be what i wanted??? But still somthing in my heart is left wanting, almost aching to find what is so...absent from my life that could leave a heart so hollow.I guess my first thought was that i lack friends but... i don't know... there here.

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The heroic bunnies

Posted: 07/05/2008 at 08:49PM |

it is the name of a book i am wrighting. The book is for children and is about a group of abused orphans that are beeing taken care of by the oldest orphans. The main girl tells al the children funny stories about bunnies t ohelp t6hem forget about their fears.I have writen 10 chapters so far and have hit a writers block!it realy stinks!!! all i know is that my next new characters will be a pair of twin bunnies named topsy and turvy. kinda dumb but after all the are childrens stories.

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